[22 Dec 2008|12:36am] [ music | don caballero ] it's incredible that people can learn so much. i feel like i discover thousands of ideas every day. i never thought my life would be where it is right now, but i'm not upset at all. yeah, i would love to be in school right now, but i have time. i need to organize my life right now. i need to learn about who i am. i feel like i am constantly changing every second, like i change as often as every moment that i experience in my life changes. at any given point in history in my life, i am a completely different person than i am in any other. sometimes, it's hard for me to understand how people can have themselves together at my age. how do you do it? am i the only person that feels the way i feel? some days i can't even focus on anything because my mind is just firing thoughts off one after another. i don't know how to be productive with it. COMMENT!

[22 Feb 2008|03:46am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | this will destroy you ] i wish everyone was listening to the new "this will destroy you" self titled full length right now, so that they could all feel as nice as i do. it's the most calming album i have listened to in a long time. COMMENT!

[13 Jun 2007|12:50am] [ music | this will destroy you ] the last few months of my life have been incredible. i don't know what i mean. i don't know how to explain it. i don't even know if i mean incredible in a good way or a bad way. either way, i'm happy about it. i can't remember the last time that i went to sleep upset about something. that is such an unfinished thought. 1 ; COMMENT!

[14 May 2007|05:05am] ps how weird is the the word much? COMMENT!

[14 May 2007|05:00am] how much do i love copeland? how much do i regret not going to their show? how much do i want to be playing the music that i'm writing right now for people? how much does my life not make sense? too much. 2 ; COMMENT!

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[14 Apr 2007|06:51pm] [ music | the dear hunter ] it's 7:00 AM and i haven't slept yet. i'm drinking orange tea and smirnoff. the orange tea is delicious. the last friday at ben's before laura gets home was good, but also a little ridiculous? maybe i should have gone where i planned on going last night. you probably wouldn't have answered my call if i showed up, though. i can't wait to see the dear hunter, they are going to be amazing. not to mention say anything and saves the day. but seriously, the dear hunter. COMMENT!

[16 Jan 2007|04:25am] [ music | brand new ] so, i just got home and it's 4:25. fuck how predictable human behavior is. i need to start listening to myself. i love how much i've been hanging out with everyone, though. i need a second job and somewhere else to live. party time, all the time! 3 ; COMMENT!

[08 Jan 2007|02:11am] i don't know if i am happy with who i am or where i am going. do i need to change? is it other people that need to change? it's probably both. this weekend was so much fun. seeing everyone made me really happy. 1 ; COMMENT!

[05 Jan 2007|06:24am] it's 6:00 and i have to work at like 10:30 maybe? i don't actually know. i'll wake up and call someone at work to see. i really am that horrible of a guy, right? 1 ; COMMENT!

[05 Jan 2007|02:51am] today i bought little miss sunshine and it's a little overrated. so are people in general. 1 ; COMMENT!

[04 Jan 2007|01:18am] [ music | the mars volta ] honesty is a quality i will never find in anyone i meet for the rest of my life. 5 ; COMMENT!

[03 Jan 2007|04:15am] [ music | at the drive-in ] i don't really know what i'm doing anymore. that is directed towards anything and everything in my life right now. i don't know if that is a positive or negative thing. i don't even know what i am talking about. ps. i bet dallas green got the idea for his cd cover from caits foot? i wouldn't doubt it, he's canadian. don't think that i am saying anything bad about canadians, though; they like sweet effects, and apparently... so do mexicans? atdi tmv ? i would type the acronym for the third, but it's only one word. well it doesn't matter anyways? s there; what the hell. i do not think most of this will make sense to anyone except myself, which doesn't really matter. when do my updates make complete sense? i actually had a pretty good day, so, i'm going to bed. goodnight. 6 ; COMMENT!

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